Wednesday, July 23, 2008
i doubt i would have date/bf for this bday once again. i kinda hate myself. ok, i totally hate myself... LIKE TOTALLY! maybe it wasn't other people's fault in the first place right from the start. i mean... i duno. ya i know i fall for 1 easily. but that doesn't mean i forget them so easily. neither does it mean im fooling around or just using them as subsitutes. sometimes i really really like them and it's just that im too passive to actually express them out. i duno! i feel damn pek cek over such matters and yeah it's been bothering me for quite a long time. i mean yesh... VERY VERY long time. bahh... maybe i should just sell myself off. like who cares. i really wanna give up but still seeking. seems that i know people i like at the wrong time. or that they dun like me. hais. crying now... =(
TiGGeR bOunCiNg oFf; 7/23/2008 11:34:00 PM
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