Tuesday, August 05, 2008
Harry: if some1 tells u he likes u but he dun wan a relationship yet and dun wan a stead yet. and his bi and more inclined to girls... tells u that u can go find other people and dun wait for him... what is that suppose to mean?
Stranger: it means his a fuck face and you should KEEP AWAY
Harry: ... ='( but i misss him.
Stranger: i know u like him alot but if u wait and wait u will lose on the hours u spent on him
Harry: meaning?
Stranger: it's just not worth it la, ok?
Harry: but... u really think i should move on?
Stranger: but u love him very much? u can love some1 else very much too, just takes a little time and YES please move on.
Harry: i just wan a discreet relationship and his kind cool. i mean his kinda innocent and stuff like that. i think i've been too much into the circle even b4 i reach 18... i just wanna be low back again...
Stranger: lol. first timers will always break ur heart.
Harry: and sex isn't the thing i wan in him!
Stranger: esp if they haven been thru it before.
Harry: he said he got 1 ex gf 1 so called bf b4... he tells me he scared hurt me...
Stranger: yes that is what they will tell you.
Harry: say not ready for rs and dun wan a stead yet.
Stranger: den they will "see how lor" and you guys will go into a "relationship" that is there in ur heart but is never official
Harry: ...
Stranger: and once he decides
Harry: den he say if find some1 den go for him dun need care about him...
Stranger: it's 1 out of 25 or so that it will be in ur favour
Harry: =(
Stranger: yup that is rejection 101
Harry: rejection 101???
Stranger: it means it's a classic example of rejections
Harry: hais. i've been damn sad coz of him these few days, i just had my meal since last 30 hours... ='( i dun show it to him coz i dun wan him to worry about me.
Stranger: you sound like a sweet boy, he doesn't deserve you.
Harry: *heart become 1/2* i choose not to believe and i duno why. but i know i surely unable to wait so long...
Stranger: ... well at least u have the common sense to say that.
Harry: ='( sobbs sob.
Stranger: sorry boy. are u studying now?
Harry: ya... sp year 1.
Stranger: ... well at least ur not in A levels period...
and the conversation goes on... this is what i've been thinking about the whole night... i've been emo-ing alone outside for the past 2 days and nothing knocks into my head... i duno what to do and im lost... exams are coming and i dun care! =(
TiGGeR bOunCiNg oFf; 8/05/2008 10:36:00 PM
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